so annoyed with everyone and everything.

i’m such a failure

im not gonna get into a good college :(

I feel bad for myself. The things I do to myself. It’s just sad. I cannot control it, I hate myself. I really do. I hate this atmosphere, I need release. 

Lol, what a pointless post. This doesn’t make sense at all.

I think I have a serious problem. Like, I should go to a clinic or something..Is this even normal? What’s wrong with me?

I seem to remember the bad parts of our relationship rather than the good ones. It ends the night with tears. I hate even more that when I’m with you, I secretly hide how affectionate I am. And when I’m not with you, all I want is to be with you. I’m so complicated, I don’t even understand. 

How do you look at the guy you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?

How’d you get over your first love?

How can you put away something that once meant so much? 

It’s like the amount of couples increase during cuddle season.

I wonder if people still follow up on this blog to see how I’m doing.

My heart was taken by you and then broken by you. And for awhile now, it’s in pieces because of you. But sometimes you have to hold your head up, blink away the tears and say goodbye. I made a choice to finally let go because the pain was unbearable. It’s time for the last tear to fall and smile again.