Words of a girl, who can’t speak her mind. Personal. This is my 2nd blog. My original blog is http://xkathleen.tumblr.com/ My Pictures Thoughts PersonalTumblr (3.0; @botheredthoughts)http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/<p>Being rejected from your top school doesn&#8217;t feel okay. Words to describe the feeling? Horrible. Disappointed. Worthless. Heartbroken. Honestly, I saw it coming. I really did, but then again I didn&#8217;t actually know until I got the decision letter. It&#8217;s not easy to talk about because I pictured myself at this school.<span> </span><span>I thought that it was </span><em>the</em><span> </span><span>school for me. But the admissions office obviously thought that I wasn&#8217;t a fitted student to represent their school. It hurts. I wanted it so bad, and there&#8217;s nothing I can do about it. </span><span>And I cannot let those who got accepted, pity me. I want to be happy for them. I really do. But I look at all the wrong things that I must have done to earn that rejection.</span><span> I&#8217;m picky because I do not want to end up transferring there, how would I even know if I&#8217;d get accepted as a transfer? What&#8217;s the point? The only option left is to settle for less, and it seems impossible for me to do it. I&#8217;m not proud of the other schools I got into. I can&#8217;t see myself there compared to this one. I just feel like I didn&#8217;t work up to my full potential. </span></p>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46903013945http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46903013945Mon, 01 Apr 2013 22:10:38 -0400personalxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/57781be60e1102de7aa60d66af98f465/tumblr_mhobpxBt351roa0ego1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46078564147http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46078564147Sat, 23 Mar 2013 12:01:26 -0400fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c1a98f7c440d1743d6912bb0c5194e64/tumblr_mfiavja8CN1r96qoto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46061551468http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46061551468Sat, 23 Mar 2013 06:00:43 -0400fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mch67ueGNC1qc4ujwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46040957170http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/46040957170Fri, 22 Mar 2013 22:44:01 -0400fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2ywcmRmY91qfrtudo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44211818433http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44211818433Thu, 28 Feb 2013 06:00:49 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdohvttguj1r44qrfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44191637116http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44191637116Wed, 27 Feb 2013 22:16:30 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m791tohK011qcu8tmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44183459878http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44183459878Wed, 27 Feb 2013 20:38:24 -0500luxuryxkathleen<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me8woloG181rrc81po1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44182282014http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/44182282014Wed, 27 Feb 2013 20:23:47 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlzh9F7ha1qkv5u8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43927645567http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43927645567Sun, 24 Feb 2013 17:07:47 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c77c57668fac360eca68e2e4234e082e/tumblr_mip1liT0ag1rqpoojo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43883987394http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43883987394Sun, 24 Feb 2013 06:00:40 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gyhlFzqC1qbwiabo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43845346439http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43845346439Sat, 23 Feb 2013 19:07:04 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/36901b16fdf34b10547a7fe2bd03c191/tumblr_mi6d7x7Glq1qzrk5xo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lookbookdotnu.tumblr.com/post/43019077421" target="_blank">lookbookdotnu</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://lookbook.nu/look/4579231-Chelsea-London" title="Beyond Retro Hat, Asos Jumper, American Apparel Skirt, Zara Heels" target="_blank">Chelsea, London</a> (by <a href="http://lookbook.nu/bisousnatasha" title="Natasha N" target="_blank">Natasha N</a>)</p> </blockquote>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43057590581http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/43057590581Wed, 13 Feb 2013 23:43:51 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m49h59w2191r0gq4mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/42226404850http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/42226404850Sun, 03 Feb 2013 18:00:57 -0500fashionxkathleen<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/56f504972e15ba02374bd0bdd6ab34a0/tumblr_mh7vhrp6GP1rqlen9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/42179137868http://botheredthoughts.tumblr.com/post/42179137868Sun, 03 Feb 2013 06:00:58 -0500fashionxkathleen<img 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